Schizoïd existence - Fading out in affliction - Losing all expectations - Fucking up your emotions - Abhorrence and disgust - Death instinct is the engine to your derealization - Building yourself a prison - Drowned in self revulsion - Loss of will and passion - Experience prostration - Discouraged and beaten - You live in self-destruction - Meaningless and worthless, your life is such a non-sense - Looking for an escape - Inject yourself the substance - Drowned in self revulsion - Night and day it’s crawling, torturing your mind to death - Exhorting you to end it, growing your inner hate - Forever lost you wander, through the ruins of your soul - This burden is everlasting - Making yourself a living-dead - Drowned in self revulsion - Trapped in inner shade